What to say.. what to say.. well i'm just really bored right now. Lately things have been really messed up and i'm not sure whatz goin on, but honestly to god i'm sick of it all!!! I knew I never should have gotten involved with such petty issues.  I've gone to the realization that people are never content with their lives and itz quite sad. People need to get over themselves and look at the big picture. The sky is not falling because of you, the world does not revolve around you... there are so many more people out there that are suffering intensely are you guyz have the audacity to say "my life sucks wahh i'm soo depressed" o shove it. I hope you guyz knwo that at least 13,700 children die from malnutrition and diseases, and that 10 million people die each year cuz they dont have anything to eat? How about that 1.5 people live off of $1 a day? huh? or that probably at this very moment, someone is probably dying? Millions of people are homeless right now, think Katrina victims, Tsunami victims? and thatz not including those who have been living like this for generations. What about the fact that people in Africa are so poor that young girls sell there bodies and set up lines of tents just to make a few cent? well think about it... so does you're life suck that much?? eh??

ON a happier note: list five songs that you are currently loving. it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog, then "tag" five other bloggers/friends to see what they're listening to

Greenday- Wake me up when September ends

Greenday- Boulevard of Broken Dreams

DHT- Listen to Your Heart

Pussycat Dolls- Stickwitu

Gorillaz- Feel Good Inc

I feel as though my heads gonna explode. There's so much goin on, and well i'm so unsure of everything. Lately i've been feeling super down, and i just dont know why. I wish i could say i feel better and that i'll pass, but i dunno if it will. I just feel weak and tired and sad. Everyone around me seems so sad too, so it doesn't help. I feel so hypocritical cuz i'm always telling people to cheer up, and that things will be better, but I personally don't know if i believe it. I don't tell people things anymore, cuz i dunno who to tell and what to tell them. I'm tired of smiling all the time like everythings okay ... when it isn't. Why do i feel this way? I want to be my old cheery self again... but whatz holding me back?

i'm waiting...